never hire someone you can't fire
Friday, August 10, 2007 (9:40 PM)
i decided to redo this. somehow the mess made me feel uneasy. i'm not schizophrenic. yet. neither do i have some kind of disorder. but when things don't flow, i feel like there's a bug in my butt-crack, stuck in between moving in and out. the only way out is to garner a fart huge enough and fire it straight out. bull's eye! i'm doing it right and accurate.
i didn't hire this bug but i had to fire it.
when i came to know that the company i'm currently working for is largely run by the family, - or rather, the owner's sister-in-laws - nanz chong-komo's lesson came to my mind. never hire someone you can't fire. i'm beginning to wonder how long more it can last. perhaps long enough but not earning as much as it should. perhaps.
i'm missing out on a lot of things since i started working. but if i don't, i might miss out on more. even simple things like feeding myself. i had to make sure my frame doesn't fall under anorexia. i'm not used to media attention, so stay away! i'm not anorexic. my bones are small. that's what all the anorexic people say, isn't it? but it's big enough for the bug to get between my butt-crack anyway.
the next time you smell fart from me, look out for a bug.
or rather, the next time you see a bug, hold your breath. a huge one is coming.