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    fever week
    Saturday, June 24, 2006 (12:14 PM)

    this week has been pretty bad. now that i'm almost alright, except for the mild giddiness that felt almost like the china one experience, mum's down with a fever. so that sums up to 10 cases of fever within this week, including myself.

    but it's times like this that we stop to realise how hectic our lives have been, when our bodies start complaining and we truly get some rest, albeit not in the most comfortable condition. up till now, i'm not really certain if i'm fit enough to go wakeboarding tomorrow. we'll see how things go by tonight.

    -out-


    feverolution
    Wednesday, June 21, 2006 (6:25 PM)

    nowadays even the diseases start going online. lindee's having a fever for the past few days and i was talking to her last night. before i know it, i'm down with a fever today so i took half-day leave from work.

    the evolution of fever has grown to such terrifying extent, i suspect they probably committed original sin like we did. or what the gnostics would call felix culpa. but that's not so much my concern though. i just hope we can recover soon. if not, the wakeboarding session is going to get postponed. arhg!!!

    was supposed to be meeting june and mich at causeway point for a meal at jack's place in 30 minutes time but had to cancel it 'cause of this bugging bugger. i couldn't get anyone to take over my job tonight so i had to call joolinda to request for a re-scheduling and she was nice enough to help.

    come to think of it, i guess there's something wrong with the air in my office. everyone has been sneezing and having flu for the past few days. yvonne and liam took mc a few days ago. today, samantha, rina and susy took mc. and of course me, for half a day. but i haven't gotten the flu bug and yet am among those hit the hardest.

    well, what to do... maybe it's telling me i shouldn't take up so many jobs.


    da sbs code
    Thursday, June 15, 2006 (9:24 PM)

    i never knew ezlink card is a testimony of youth until recently. Boarding the bus with a bunch of working adults every morning was pretty much a routine since i started working in may and one fine day when i was alighting the bus, amidst the high frequency *dit* sounds, the card reader sounded *too toot* when i scanned my card. i'm young!!!

    then i saw this young girl, confirm younger than me, she walked to the reader and scanned her card... *dit* oh no... it's not a testimony of youth after all.

    i knew i had to find robert langdon this time. but before i could do that, i thought, "hey! might as well find the attractive sophie..." so i gave up the idea of contacting robert. while walking from the nel to the nsl at dhoby ghaut, the *dits* and *toots* constantly rang in my mind. i hunted up and down for the clue in my pea-sized brain and *BANG* i got it!

    sbs is mocking us all. it's saying we are dits and we are too toot to be paying so much for transport and the fees are constantly hiking every year.

    note: all descriptions of artwork, architecture, documents, and secret rituals in this entry are accurate.
    p.s: find me (i honestly mean "princess sophie")


    am i missing?
    Saturday, June 10, 2006 (10:46 PM)

    where is the me of the past? am i doing something wrong? did i do something wrong? or am i over-sensitive? suddenly everyone seems to be avoiding me. no one wants to talk to me. perhaps i should reflect on myself.

    i walked into my bathroom, looked down into the sink and stared blank for a brief moment. then i raised my head slowly to look into the mirror. as my eyes move past the tap upwards, i can feel the anxiety that i'm drawing closer to the mirror. when i finally looked straight, hey! where's my mirror?

    alamak, it broke some time over a month ago. shit... cannot reflect today.


    losing it
    Thursday, June 08, 2006 (10:37 PM)

    i'm tired...
    give me some breathing space...





    ah.... so much better now...


    same old song
    Saturday, June 03, 2006 (11:32 AM)

    lots of things have been going on since young. and every now and then, i can always resonate with this same old childhood drama theme song.

    每一张笑脸 背后都有一张流泪的脸
    每一个大声说话的人 背后都有难言的心声

    operation: swordfish says we trust our eyes too much.