i wanna fight
Sunday, October 15, 2006 (6:56 PM)
yes, i don't wanna just squat in the corner where no one sees. i've often imagined myself being all gracious about what i feared most but i realised, i can't. we regret things we didn't do more than things we did. so fuck it! i'm going to do it! am i?
thought materializes easily. if you think you "want" to fight, you body and soul will do exactly that - want. period.
it's not going to take any further step for you. it'll just stick to what you think. which is to "want" to fight. just that desire. nothing more, nothing less.
this time, i tell myself "i am fighting". i hope i am. man's fear for its inadequacies is the greatest hindrance. think and be. the ultimate state of Self.