believing in what i never believed
Monday, May 22, 2006 (7:14 PM)
i'm not one who would go to the church. i'm definitely neither christian nor catholic and i was cynical about christianity. but by today, i realised the only reason i was cynical was because of the relentless preaching and insult upon my belief which does not happen so much now.
i've never been one who encourages people to visit the church. i was even one who frown at non-christian friends visiting churches. but today, i've learnt that somewhere in me, there's a deep believe in christianity. of course, i still have faith in my own religion and i'm not going to convert to christianity but what made me realise all these is when someone dear is suffering that much and i really do hope he would visit the church. somewhere in me, i believe that the church can help.
i believe this all started from the da vinci code. to think that the churches actually condemn the da vinci code when it was because of this book that made me curious about the religion and made me find out more about it just for pure interest, like the one i read on the orion's belt and ancient egypt.
i've never thought that such a day would come.
never say 'never',