a once in a lifetime chance - lost
Saturday, September 24, 2005 (10:55 AM)
it's typical of people - me included. when you don't have something, you would very much want to get it and when you get it, you start seeing all the negative aspects of it. then you'll try to get rid of it. upon succeeding, you regret it. of course i'm not referring to relationships because i'm a very faithful person. when i'm in a relationship, i only have my girlfriend in my eyes, no other girls come into my view - not even angelina jolie.
as mentioned, i had a once in a lifetime chance but i lost it. it's really because i chose to give it up. 20 over years in the music industry, eric johnson is coming to singapore for the first time. surprisingly, the tickets aren't as expensive as i expected. being one of the most incredible guitarists ever, it's really incredible for me to be able to get a $75 ticket which isn't the cheapest ticket to his concert. i had dreamed of watching him perform live. even though now that i got the chance, i realised i could only choose between living and entertainment. i chose to live. thus, i sold the ticket to josephine's brother. eric johnson's over 50 years of age now and chance is, he won't be coming again. i'd probably regret this but i need to prioritise, learn to give up unnecessary things. but the good news is, josephine's brother offered to guide me in guitar for free. not really offered, but i requested for it. haha... though i don't really know how good he is, i suppose any one is better than me.
i actually thought the previous post was gone due to some error but hey! it was actually drafted into the server so all i had to do was to open it and click on publish. i'm in a job hunt mode now and hope to get a desired job soon though it's really gonna be tough.
i noticed recently that what i see on television drama serials and news are - or rather were - actually happening around me. i won't say what because i've learnt that things are forever logged on computers unless the harddisks are destroyed.
anyway, i received a nice mail from mari. she asked if i am going to japan again any time soon. i said it's quite unlikely due to my financial status and told her to come instead. haha... they are really a fun group of friends to be with. hope to see them again.
last thing, if angelina jolie is reading this, i don't have a girlfriend now. =)